I Know A Guy: Finding Your Ideal Client

In Nice, we have a broccoli guy. 

We have a shoe guy. 

We have an apple lady. 

We have our favorite croissant guy, our patisserie lady, and a full suite of cafes we frequent where we know the owner and all of the servers. 

We have a lady who cuts our dog’s hair and who loves our dog so much that when we take him in for a trim, instead of cringing, his little doggy heart practically bursts his harness from the unfettered glee of being under her spell for the duration of his grooming. 

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What’s At The Heart of Good Work?

Good work is the opportunity to both discover and share who you are with the world in a way that feeds the world and that feeds you back.

Sometimes this heartfelt work is what you do for a living, sometimes it’s not. Sometimes it’s very public, sometimes not. 

But what’s always true is that at the heart of good work is … YOU. 

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Live Yoga Nidra & Worst-Case Scenario

Today, just a quick note and fun read. 

I hope you’re having an amazing week. I hope you’re opening your eyes to majesty which is around us all the time, the miraculous in the mundane, the beauty in the boring. 

I have been nursing an achilles heel injury for many months but finally was able to get out onto the trails above Salt Lake City today for an incredible run. It was like heaven!

Live Yoga Nidra Class Tonight, August 30th.  

When: 6–7:15 pm MDT 

Where: Integrative Health, 1174 East Graystone Way #15. 

No need to pre-register, just grab your bestie and head on over. 

Suggested donation is $15. I take cash or Venmo  or original, signed, and authenticated copies of John Coltrane’s 1957 album, Blue Train.

Bring a yoga mat, a blanket, and an eye mask. We’ll move a little, breath, talk a bit, but mostly get into our very relaxing Yoga Nidra practice. 



In-Person Asana Classes

When: Friday September 1st
Where: Mosaic Yoga 1991 South 1100 East, Salt Lake City (map).
All Mosaic classes are by donation. I accept cash, Venmo, (or John Coltrane records) 

Power Hour 6–7 am MDT:
An all-levels hour of wake-up yoga with an easy warm-up including Sun Salutations and full-body mobilizations, followed by standing, balance, and grounding poses.

Mindfulness 7:15–8:15 am MDT:
This is an opportunity to sit and meditate with a group of other mindfulness practitioners in a welcoming environment. It’s perfect whether you are a new or experienced meditator. 

Power 1 8:45–10 am MDT:
This 75-minute class weaves a spiritual or conscious theme into a Wanderlust format of poses which alternate between short flowing and static sequences to arrive at a therapeutic, cohesive, and well-rounded yoga experience. This class will feature warmups, sun salutations, standing poses, approachable standing and arm balances, core work, hips, and a solid cool down and savasana. I’ll be bringing the clarinet!


worst-case scenario survival handbook

Finally, the other day we were walking through the mall and as any self-respecting father would, I bought my 8-year-old a copy of The Worst-Case Scenario Survival handbook, cuz you know… you never know, and I was pleased to see him so enthralled by it. Here he is walking through the mall glued to the entry about how to deliver a baby in the back seat of a car. #proudparent. 

Well, come to find out that this book was actually written by our pediatrician’s son. Small world. Brilliant world, but small world. 

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I was originally introduced to this book many years ago (so I’m happy that the family has an updated version) and as a throwback, today, I wanted to share with you a piece I wrote called The Yoga Worst-Case Scenario Survivors Handbook. Just like yoga, though it’s a little dated it’s still relevant. Also, I originally wrote it about surviving yoga in the arid climate of the Utah deserts so if you don’t understand the arid air reference, now you will. 

I hope you’ll enjoy the article and I hope to see you in class. I’ll be leaving  back for France early next week. 


One of my favorite and most useful books in my library is one called The Complete Worst-Case Scenario Survival Handbook.

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Its bright yellow hard-backed cover makes it durable so I can take it with me everywhere, and easy to find when I’m in a pinch. This Survival Handbook contains a lot of information; you know, practical and essential know-how for things like giving your cat the Heimlich Maneuver, how to escape your car when it has been completely submerged in water, and how to escape from killer bees.

Live Yoga Nidra, Live Yoga Classes, Yoga Retreat Tuscany, Mountain Biking

We’ve had a great time visiting the US and I’m heading home to Nice in only about 10 days!

I have a few more classes I’m teaching before I leave and I’d love to see you before I go. 


In-Person Asana Classes
Friday, September 1, 2023
Mosaic Yoga 1991 South 1100 East, Salt Lake City (map).

All Mosaic classes are by donation. I accept cash, Venmo, or original, signed, and authenticated copies of John Coltrane’s 1957 album, Blue Train. Thank you.

Power Hour 6–7 am MDT:
An all-levels hour of wake-up yoga with an easy warm-up including Sun Salutations and full-body mobilizations, followed by standing, balance, and grounding poses.

Mindfulness 7:15–8:15 am MDT:
This is an opportunity to sit and meditate with a group of other mindfulness practitioners in a welcoming environment. It’s perfect whether you are a new or experienced meditator. 

yoga salt lake city

Power 1 8:45–10 am MDT:
This 75-minute class weaves a spiritual or conscious theme into a Wanderlust format of poses which alternate between short flowing and static sequences to arrive at a therapeutic, cohesive, and well-rounded yoga experience. This class will feature warmups, sun salutations, standing poses, approachable standing and arm balances, core work, hips, and a solid cool down and savasana. I’ll be bringing the clarinet!


Live, In-Person Yoga Nidra Class

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Wednesday, August 30th 6–7:15 pm
Integrated Wellness 1174 East Graystone Way #15, Salt Lake City, Utah 84106

This class will feature opening to sacred space with some shared breath, a discussion about the benefits of Yoga Nidra, some pre-Nidra breathing & mindfulness practices, then a 30-minute Yoga Nidra practice, followed by some brief integration practices.

Bring a yoga mat, blanket, bolster (or extra blanket) and an eye mask or pillow.

Price $15 ($10 if you’re a subscribing member to Sunday’s class). No need to register or pay in advance. Just show up and you can pay in cash or with Venmo.


Plus, I had the really, really cool opportunity to be interviewed by two amazing women, Danielle LeCourt and Jamie Bangerter, on their amazing podcast called The Art of Mountain Biking. 

We discussed how rest is an often underemphasized skill that supports, everything we do including sports such as mountain biking, but also the full-contact sport of every-day life. As with any skill, we need a systematized way of approaching it. I loved where our discussion went and I hope you’ll take a moment to enjoy it too. 

Listen by clicking here or click here to listen on Spotify or wherever you listen to podcasts.


Last but not least, I’ve been brushing up on my Renaissance history because in about 6 weeks, I’ll be in Tuscany offering a retreat with an optional pre-treat—walking tours through Florence, the birthplace of the Renaissance. We have a few spots left both in the retreat as well as the pre-treat (I say “we” because I’ll be hosting the retreat with Kim Dastrup). Please grab your bestie and join us for this incredible adventure. 

Become a Leader In Your Field: Teach Yoga Nidra

Who Should Teach Yoga Nidra?

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Want to stand out as a yoga or meditation teacher? 
Teach Yoga Nidra.

Want to be an extraordinary therapist with a powerful resource that can access ANY client’s deepest needs? 
Teach Yoga Nidra. 

Want to be the kind of school teacher who can meet, welcome, then and neutralize stress and anxiety of your students? 
Teach Yoga Nidra. 

Want to learn how to guide a team to unheard of levels of performance? 
Teach Yoga Nidra.

Want to help yourself and others resource their next-level creativity?
Teach Yoga Nidra. 

Want to learn how to make lasting changes in relationships for yourself and others?
Teach Yoga Nidra.


Yoga Nidra is an efficient and effective catalyst for massive personal and group growth. 

Truly, anybody can do it. 

That said, learning to be a skillful facilitator, one who can speak from the power of their own voice to meet the individual needs of their clients, is rare indeed. 

My passion is not only to teach you about what Yoga Nidra is and why it’s so crucial for today’s world, but more importantly how to uncover the incredible facilitator that is already inside of you, the one who knows how to make a massive and positive impact on your audience in ONLY the way you know how. 

Yoga Nidra Teacher Training

My live, in-person Yoga Nidra training runs August 17–20, 2023 in Salt Lake City. Please, walk, run, fly, or teleport to Salt Lake City and join us. It will be such an honor to work with you.

If you’re not close to SLC (or your teleport machine is in the shop), now’s the time to join my pre-recorded online Yoga Nidra teacher training program. 

I’d love to have you join me in this conversation of understanding ourselves and making a powerful and positive impact on the world by learning to facilitate Yoga Nidra and learning to Wake Up with the Yoga of Sleep. 

 
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Scott Moore (E-RYT 500, YACEP, RYS) is an American-born international yoga and Yoga Nidra teacher, mentor, and author. He’s been a career yoga teacher since 2003 and has logged over 25,000 teaching and training hours. He is the founder of Waking Up with the Yoga of Sleep, a method of Yoga Nidra instruction and teacher training which celebrates students and teachers in 43 countries. He is the author of three books, Practical Yoga Nidra, 5-Minute Manifesting Journal, and 20 Yoga Nidra Scripts Vol. 1. Scott teaches trainings, classes, and retreats in the US, Europe, and Asia and is currently living in Southern France. When he’s not practicing or teaching yoga, he loves to play the sax and clarinet, trail run, and travel with his family. 

Yoga Nidra Training: Unlock The Power of Relaxation

Are you ready to deepen your practice, discover lasting inner peace, and learn the art of guiding others to profound relaxation and deep healing? I’m thrilled to invite you to my Live Yoga Nidra Teacher Training, a transformative journey that will elevate your understanding of this ancient yogic practice and empower you to share its benefits with the world.

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Stages and States of Consciousness

So how does Yoga Nidra help a person, “wake up?”


A simple truth that Yoga Nidra explores in its gentle model of illumination is how relaxation and layered Awareness aids us learn to welcome, recognize, and witness every object that life gives us and that all objects are pointers to ultimate Truth. Yoga Nidra facilitates an easy change of our mind state, one of deep relaxation, as we welcome, recognize, and witness objects coming and going through our Awareness. Regularly practicing changing our mind state in Yoga Nidra provides a pathway for upward stage development of consciousness. One develops in stage consciousness and typically does not return back to lower stages of consciousness. In other words, it is difficult to “un-know” or “un-experience” your true magnificence of Being.

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4 Apps to Help Improve Physical and Mental Well-being

With the rising accessibility of mobile phones and applications, more people have relied on these technologies for health-related purposes. Data from a survey found that nearly two-thirds of US adults have used mobile health apps over 2022. These include exercise or fitness, general wellness, and mental health apps— nearly six in ten consumers use these apps daily.

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Aliens, Bigfoot, and Ed Abbey

I’m loving spending a few weeks in the desert landscapes of Castle Valley, Utah, near Moab. 

I love the raw, unfiltered desert, the solitude, and the wide open skies. 

And the stars!

What I am starkly aware of is that the desert isn’t trying to please me or make me comfortable but if I can appreciate that and love it as it is, cactus and wind scorpions and all, I will open my eyes to its unrelenting beauty. 

Castle Valley is a sparse community—houses sprinkled lightly throughout an otherwise unspoiled wilderness. Each humble house here has unobstructed views and exposure to the red rock cliffs, majestic monuments, and oppressive sun. Neighbors are few and far between and the people who come here appreciate this area’s primary resource: solitude.

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Yoga Teachers Are Human, Too

Several years ago I was teaching a yoga class, we’d just finished savasana and as everyone was sitting there, the yoga glow radiating off of their faces, I ended yoga class by preaching to everyone, “May we all apply the peace, calm, and centeredness of our practice into our daily lives to make the world a better place because we practice yoga. Namaste.”

Little did I realize how much this little speech applied to ME … 

… and how quickly I’d be tested to apply that invitation. 

Seconds after leaving the studio …

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Writing To Discover

“Are you STILL talking?!”Send an email and let’s start practicing.”

I love to teach. 

I love to share with a group of students what I’m studying and practicing in that fascinating intersection between our humanness and our beingness and how we can practice being at that intersection with yoga and meditation. 

I feel that teaching is an honor and a privilege. 

But there was a time when rather than teaching, what I was really doing was abusing my students with information. 

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It's Is A thing

Perhaps the greatest factor of my success has been my ability to maintain a meaningful relationship with my students. Undoubtedly, email has been the easiest and most successful method of gaining and maintaining this relationship with students and clients.

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Bursts Of Fun: Live Yoga Nidra Trainings and More

There’s a lot that’s going on in the next several weeks and I don’t want you to miss out so I’m going to give you a quick rundown of the schedule of what’s coming up, namely: 

  • Live, in-person Yoga classes 

  • Live Yoga Nidra classes 

  • An must-have Email Marketing training 

  • 2 in-person Yoga Nidra trainings, one in Hong Kong and the other in Utah

  • And the yoga retreat in Tuscany which I’m co-leading in October.

  • Mentorships with me and in particular one of my mentor students who specialized in retreats for women entrepreneurs who are searching for balance in their lives

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Inbox Namaste

Before making a website, I had a newsletter list.

Before opening a yoga studio, I had a newsletter list.

Before becoming independent from any one studio or even one location, I had a newsletter list. 

Even more than my website, my newsletter list is my primary business tool.

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Iron Will

yoga and triathlons

Over the past several weeks, I’ve been discussing tending to our subtle body—ways to maintain wellness through managing our energy as it relates to the friends we choose, the media we choose, how to manage energy in a group, and how we consume the news, or rather how it may be consuming us. There’s more I want to say on this subject but I wanted to give subtle body a break this week and instead insert a different story, a story about a time when my body and integrity was tested to the max. 

Ironman Nice happened this weekend and no, I did not compete. 

Last Friday morning as I was walking along the Promenade des Anglais, Nice’s famous boardwalk, on my way to teach yoga to some private clients at their villa overlooking the sea, I could feel the anticipation for the Ironman like palpable energy in the air. Uber-fit athletes were doing easy pre-race runs along the promenade, prancing around like race horses before a big race. Event workers were busy scurrying around like roadies assembling the outdoor arena for these athletic rockstars, constructing tents, transition stations, and the finish line. 

All this pre-Ironman energy gave me a flashback to a moment in my life that tested my mettle with immense challenge to both my physical stamina and more importantly my integrity.  

Ironman is that small little sporting event where athletes perform a mere 2.4-mile splash in the ocean, then hop on their little bikes wearing fun alienesque, aerodynamic helmets for a merry 112-mile spin, and then just to round out the afternoon, they hop off their bikes and leg it at top speed for 26.2 miles, that’s a full marathon. 

The Ironman has always fascinated me—a veritable feast of grit and endurance. Some of my best friends have completed Ironmans and watching them train and perform showed me that regular people, people I knew, could do this event. 

I had to wonder, did I have what it took to do an Ironman? 

So, many ago, I decided to do my first sprint triathlon, a drop in the bucket compared to a full Ironman with only a .5-mile swim, 12.4-mile bike, and 3.1-mile run. I surprised myself (as well as my seasoned triathlete friends) by taking 2nd place in my age group. And since then, I’ve competed in several triathlon sprints including a few hosted by Westminster college.

But, a sprint triathlon is miles from full Ironman (124.6 miles to be exact) and the question nagged me whether or not I could manage to do a FULL Ironman. Maybe I’d hate it. Maybe it would be miserable. Maybe I’d love it and find a new passion in life. Either way, I had to try. 

So, in 2015, the same year my son was born, I registered for the “Tough Man,” a half Ironman. I thought, before registering for a full Ironman, I would be wise to work up to these things. 

The event was scheduled to be held only miles from where I grew up in Orem, Utah and would feature a 1.1-mile open swim in Utah Lake, a 56-mile bike through flat farmland, and a 13.1-mile run along the paved trails skirting the lake, trails I’d ran thousands of times growing up. 

The swim worried me the most, not only because it was my weakest sport but also because, sadly, growing up friends didn’t let friends swim in Utah Lake. I mean, its dubious green hue and  visible pollution floating in the lake did not make for a great swimming spot. But I registered anyway thinking (hoping, moreover) that I’d heard that they’d done extensive cleanup since my childhood. 

Concerning the bike, my brother-in-law had decided the year before to retire from triathlons and gifted me his beautiful, high-end racing road bike which, after trudging around on a steel framed mountain bike for several years, felt like feather-light, well-tuned, and foot-powered Ferrari. Plus, I figured that since I would be biking through mostly flat ground, I could lean back and let the bike do most of the work. Piece of cake. 

Then there was the run. Of the three events, running is my forte. At the point of registering for this race, I’d run 4 marathons and several half marathons and had always run for the sheer pleasure of it so I felt I could probably run a half-marathon straight off of the couch with little or no training. In short, the run was no problem.

Half Ironman, “I got you!” 

Or so I thought. 

Let me say at the outset that I vastly underestimated the time I’d need to train as well as the amount of time I’d need to care for my infant son. Not long after registering, I realized that I was probably in over my head. I considered giving up on the half Ironman but figured that even if I didn’t have all the time I wanted to train, I’d do my best and lean on my general fitness thanks to my regular runs and practicing yoga to pull me through.

Jumping in the pool for my first training swim was a wake-up call. I quickly realized the 1.2-mile swim of half Ironman a was drastically different from the .5-mile swim of a sprint triathlon. Admittedly, I was not in my best swimming shape but after just a few laps I was sucking so much wind that the lifeguard was eyeing me steadily wondering if at any moment she would need to drag me out of the pool and administer CPR. 

And this was swimming in the controlled and chlorinated environment of a swimming pool, mind you, not the open water of dodgy Utah Lake where I would be dodging not only the feet of other swimmers furiously kicking in my face but also perhaps also old tires, possibly glowing 3-eyed fish, or worse. 

I emerged from my first training swim feeling humbled, like I was a lake minnow about to be dropped into the ocean of competitive swimming. I was going to need a LOT of time in the pool so I decided to focus most of my training on the swim. 

During this time, I was a professor of Yoga For Wellness, an accredited class at Westminster College in Salt Lake City, and had free access to their pool early in the mornings before class. Since swimming was my weakest sport, I figured that if I could at least get my sea legs beneath me, the other two sports would be relatively easy to tune up. So I spent a lot of time in the pool (often 4 days a week) and bit by bit, I was very pleased to see myself sucking less wind. Eventually, I could even swim a mile or more without stopping. 

As for running, I ingeniously combined my childcare with my running thanks to a fancy jog stroller we’d purchased. A few times a week, I’d put my infant son in the stroller and he’d fall asleep as I pushed him 5 miles up and 5 miles down the paved canyon road near my home, lulled by the hum of the tires against the asphalt. Due to the relatively steep incline of the canyon road and pushing the extra weight of kid and stroller, I figured I was getting a better workout than if I was just running alone. 

Remember that my plan for the bike was to let the bike do all the work. Still, I knew I couldn’t ignore training on the biking so I’d ride when I could, mostly weekends. I did a few long rides, maybe the longest being 45 miles or so. On these long rides, my pedaling cadence would put me into a meditative state as I glided along the lonely roads bordering Great Salt Lake listening to Shogun on audiobook (all 53 hours of it). The problem with training for the bike was that it took a lot of time, time I just didn’t have with a new kid.

After many months of my less-than-robust training schedule, the race was set to pop in only 5 weeks. I knew I hadn’t done enough training to feel comfortable in this half Ironman but nonetheless, I was determined to do my best. Adding to my poor planning for adequate training, I’d also scheduled a working trip and vacation to Spain and France—a yoga retreat with my wife, then 1-year-old son, and sister whose life-long dream had always been to go to Europe. 

While on vacation, I’d wake up very early to run the Paris streets before everyone else got up. This afforded me an entirely unique view of this city, a city I thought I knew so well. Thanks to some of the longer runs I did on that trip, I discovered how relatively small Paris feels when you circle through several arrondissements and arrive back to your AirBnB after running through the almost tourist-free streets at 5 am. 

I came home from a decadent trip to Europe feeling sluggish, jetlagged, and worried about this race. I only had a week or so left to prepare for this race. Apart from a few runs while in France and Spain, I justified my break from training by telling myself that I’d simply taken my taper early, that part of one’s training where you back off to allow your body the chance to load up on rest and energy. I justified that I had supplemented my extended taper with loads of baguettes, croissants, and cheese to build up the necessary carbs to do this race. I knew this was a lie but baguettes or not, I was doing this race. 

The day before the race, the organizers sent out an urgent email stating that they were forced to cancel the swim due to an “algae bloom” in the lake making it unfit for people to swim. Fears confirmed. Instead of swimming, we’d be running the same distance, 1.2 miles, along the shore where the swim would have taken place. I was gutted. I had swam more than either of the other two events and now they were canceling the swim. Plus, quietly inside, I didn’t think this event would really count as a “true” half Ironman. 

To add insult to injury, the night before the race, I began to get a sore throat and stuffy nose. Noooooo! I couldn’t get sick right before the race. I pounded some vitamin C and went to bed early but I still woke up on the morning of the race with a stuffy nose and scratchy throat. What was worse was that I felt very low energy. 

But cold or not, I was doing this race and for the hour + drive to the venue, I gave myself a massive pep-talk.

The half Ironman started great. I was feeling great as I jogged the 1.2 mile run-not-swim which was a mild warmup for the bike. 

I was having fun and feeling pretty good until about mile 25 into the bike, my knee started to really hurt. Guess, I should have done more training on the bike. I used yoga breathing techniques to breathe energy into my knee and tension out. It worked and before long my knee felt perfectly normal. I felt like I had an unfair advantage with all these yoga techniques up my sleeve. 

But about 10 miles later, about 35 miles into the bike, my legs really started to burn. I wasn't even halfway done with the event and already my energy was seriously winding up. This couldn’t happen! My hydration and fuel were on point but my legs felt like they were done. Kaput. 

Then, I remembered some of the visualizations I had done weeks prior to the event: I remembered a time when I felt amazing during a bike ride. After only a few minutes of putting myself into this mindstate, all those sensations, emotions, and energy came back to the surface. Boom, energy was back again. Ha! My mantra was, "Energy in. Tension out. Energy In. Tension out." I wasn't breaking any land speed records, and I ignored the fact that most of the other racers were passing me on their bikes, but that didn’t matter. I was moving steadily forward and feeling good. 

… Until my back tire blew out. 

I stopped, pulled off to the side of the road and to my luck, no sooner did I remove my punctured tube then the aid-van arrived. Out stepped a tutu-wearing bike-cowboy named Rorey who kindly asked me to step aside while he replaced the tube, pumped the tire, and replaced the tire onto my bike in what seemed like seconds flat. It was like watching a seasoned, professional cowboy rope a calf at a rodeo. 

Disclosure: no bikes were harmed in the production of this story. 

By now, I was about 4 hours into this event. I'd finished my pre-run-not-swim and the bike portion of the event and was thrilled to be slipping on my running shoes to run the paths I’d trod thousands of times in the past. This was going to be my strongest sport. I had this!

The run comprised two loops each 6.55 miles long. After the first mile or so, I was really feeling it—totally exhausted. My legs were throbbing, my lungs were screaming, and it was scorching hot July afternoon heat, but I was upright and still putting one foot in front of the other. I just continued with my mantra, "Energy in. Tension out. Energy in. Tension out."

On my first go around the loop, I recognized the furthest point of the loop. I figured this because there was an aid station with both water and energy drinks on a table as well as balloons and other decorations with and a speaker blasting hip-hop … that is until the music started cursing loudly which made the very worried woman assigned to direct traffic at that aid station to scramble and change the music. 

At the aid station, there was a T in the road with an arrow pointing right and a sign that said 2.5 miles to lap/finish. I looked right and saw other runners in that direction and started hobbling in that direction just as some decidedly more wholesome music started over the speakers. 

My muscles were burning, I was exhausted, and I was moving slowly but I told myself that I just needed to finish this loop and repeat it one more time and then I would be finished. 

When it started to feel impossible, I'd look down at my arms to access my lifeline: I had used a Sharpie to write in big black letters, "Sennie" on my left arm and "Ellie" on my right. Seeing the names of my two most favorite people was magic. It gave me my heart wings and put my spirit back into the race. 

As I finished the first loop, there they were: Sennie and Ellie. I hadn’t seen them since the night before and seeing them was everything to me. Also accompanying Sen and Elio were my mom and sis. What made that special in retrospect is that both of whom have since passed away. I was buoyed to have all 4 of them—Sen, Elio, my mom and sister—standing there, cheering me on (except Elio who was only 1 and was just getting the hang of standing, and who was probably confused by all the commotion, and likely just happy that he was spending a Saturday afternoon NOT getting schlepped around in the jog stroller). 

"One more loop! I'll be back here in an hour," I shouted as I bounded off for my second loop, my fists pumping in the air. 

But my jolt of enthusiasm quickly thinned. Every mile got harder and harder. I was reduced to making little goals for myself, "Just get to the mile marker, that's all.” Soon, my goals were reduced to the next half mile marker and eventually simply to the next turn in the road. 

On those last 6.1 miles, I was running on fumes. This was the most difficult thing I’d ever done to my body. I was utterly spent, my reserves were gone, and it was sheer endurance to keep going. One. Step. At. A. Time. 

Finally, like an oasis in the desert, I arrived at the furthest aid station, the point with the drinks, balloons, and speaker which was now hymns or something. Finishing felt almost impossible but I gave myself a pep talk by telling myself again that all I had to do was make the turn and head back along the road for the last 2.5 miles and to the finish line. I was on the home stretch!

But then I saw something horrifying. 

Devastating.

I realized that on my first lap, at the T in the road, I was supposed to turn LEFT, not right. The road to the right was actually a continuation of the leg that started off to the left. I realized that I’d skipped an entire mile and a half of the first loop, an impossible distance in my current state. 

Now, it was ME who was cursing loudly at the aid station. Fortunately, I couldn’t afford the calories to curse out loud and resigned to only scream in my head. 

As I stood there for a few minutes, my spirit utterly destroyed, justifying to myself all the reasons why I shouldn’t run this forgotten leg. The course was poorly marked, especially for someone whose brain is in energy-saver mode. The woman assigned to direct traffic was more worried about the music cursing loudly than doing her job (you have 1 job!). Plus, without the swim, this wasn’t a “true” half Ironman so it wouldn’t count regardless of whether or not I ran the forgotten leg. 

Everything in my body and soul was begging me to forget the forgotten lef  and just turn right, take the shorter path to the finish line.

But I knew I couldn't do that. I’d be cheating, cheating myself. Even if the woman at the aid station wasn’t directing traffic well, it was still my responsibility to ascertain the correct path. It was my mistake, not hers.

It was one of those stark moments that truly tested my integrity. 

I knew what I had to do so I pulled myself together, steeled my resolve … and turned left. 

I ran the mile and a half and once back at the aid station of despair, I paused for a moment (crying to myself—more internal cursing) and turned around to do it … all … again. 

Only after doing the forgotten leg TWICE did I finally take the coveted right turn for the final 2.5 miles to the finish where my family was waiting for me with worried faces. After all, I said I’d only be an hour but I didn’t return to the finish line for almost another 2 hours. They were worried that maybe I’d died or something on the second loop.They were more correct than they knew. 

Noticed the forced smile

Few things in life have felt so satisfying as crossing the finish line, ceasing to run, and lying on the grass—race over.

So, I salute anyone with enough gumption to either attempt or finish any endurance sporting event, whether it be Ironman Nice, a sprint triathlon, or the not-a-true-half-but-tuffer-than-you-know “Tough Man.”

More than physical endurance, this “Tough Man” taught me about how tough it is sometimes to maintain my own personal integrity. 

It showed me that I can muster the strength to do what’s right, even when I’m completely spent, and even when it’s easy to justify that my difficult situation is someone else’s fault. It also taught me never to compete in an event I haven’t trained for. 

Thanks for hearing my story. I’d love to hear yours. Drop me a line and tell me about your “tough” moments. 

The News Is Consuming You: Tending To Our Subtle Body

For many, the news is a very important component in their everyday lives. But it can also be an insidious energy drain. Bringing some consciousness around our news consumption can help us remain informed while also keeping us feeling alive, optimistic, and vibrant. 

This quote from Wendell Berry suggests what’s possible if we are mindful with our news consumption:

“Be joyful though you have considered all the facts.”

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Energy Management for Teachers and Leaders

I used to get DESTROYED teaching yoga—completely drained. 

I’d especially get drained by teaching Yoga Nidra, sometimes to the point where I’d have to go and lay down by myself for an hour or two and simply not talk to anyone for a while. 

It really did a number to me. 

I felt like I’d just finished a full day of exams or a long, loud band rehearsal, or really intense and emotional discussion.

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You Are What You Watch … And Read … And Listen To …

We are consuming all.  day.  long.  I’m not just talking about food and drink.  We consume a smorgasbord of media, including social media, music, TV, movies/shows, radio, advertisements, news, podcasts, and books, etc. I think that most of the time we don’t even realize the amount or quality of the pervasive media constantly surrounding us nor its effect that it might be having on our energy—our mood, vitality, and outlook on life. What if we could compare the quality of media we are consuming to food choices.

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Um … It's About Your Friends

I’m taking on an important subject: Tending to the Subtle Body, how to care for your energy to avoid feeling depleted, defeated, and dark and to keep you feeling alive, awake, and actionable. 

Today, I’m talking about how the quality of friends you keep often dictates the quality of energy you keep. 

We all know that there’s the family we are born to and the family we choose. Our chosen family, our dearest friends, can be a source of incredible love and support, and can help us to evolve into the people we are destined to become. 

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